Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
My Life's Complete :)
It was a gift from Ter :) He says its my whole year round 2009 present.. meaning.. Valentines, Birthday, Anniversary, Christmas, Thanksgiving, Agong's Birthday, Deepavali, Hari Raya.. aiyo all occasions la... but its alright.. I am HAPPEEE..
K still in the box...
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
So ANGRY I need to VENT!
Here's a whole list of my dislikes:-
one ~ passing sleezy comments like "leng lui".. excuse me.. u're in an office and fyi my mum did give me a beautiful name and its not "leng lui"
two ~ not concentrating while being taught.. I am wasting my saliva on somebody that is not even listening and in the end waste more of my saliva telling him again.. when he should be listening in the first place...
three ~ clearly you have issues with deadlines why go blame it on your subordinate? take resonsibility of your team rather than blame other people to save your ass?
four ~ you are a ***king accountant.. yes every dollar counts... difference a few thousands petty? what if that few thousands really is a fraud? can't just make the difference disappear.. ***king thwart that too lazy to even try to find out where the ***k you went wrong
five ~ lying... tells me that yah everything ties.. and made me ***king download, check just to find out that is still doesn't tie.. THREE TIMES.. when questionned.. he says "oh, it won't tie wan" then tell me from the beginning and ***king tie it la... why say it ok when clearly it is NOT.. such a dumbass
six ~ comes up with silly theories about every god dam thing which doesn't make any friggin sense at all... here, you be the judge... Can argue ah.. ARGUE that dried fruits has no nutrients.. cause its dry.. like hello.. what about raisin, sun-dried tomatoes, prunes.. FYI, ALL rich in vitamin C.. some more can argue ok... ***king stubborn
seven ~ oh and the muka cipek... sorryla, that forever cannot change.. so I just have to live with that... ugh.. lucky me...
eight ~ dunno what friggin else la... damn alot already la...
tell me... how am I suppose to get along with people like that? eeeeee tak tahan betul...seriously.. go ***k yourself... need smokes......
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Ten K..
Hehe dam tiring ok... my mouth is like hanging wide open for air.. and i think my pants is too tight.. LOL..
First uphill run was ok.. Second uphill run was still ok.. Third uphill run.. could not take it anymore.. started walking... hehehe
There was a big bubu in the registration.. I applied for the 10 km run.. ran the 10 km run.. but was actually registered as a half marathon runner that is 21 km.. and my result were SPECTACULAR! 21st placing.. cayalah.. but in actual fact I would have finished like in hundreds of placing.. eheh
Category: Half Marathon 21km
Net Time: 01:12:59
Position: 0021
Monday, July 13, 2009
Flying before Learning to Run..
Ter and I have been planning to buy a place.. we went to view Casa Desa for the second time on Saturday.. This time I brought mum.. and yeah good feeling.. liking it.. dressing the place up mentally.. so many ideas.. colours..
We almost paid for the down payment after viewing the place.. but somehow or rather we didn't.. and what was holding us back was the possibility of not getting a housing loan.. didn't pursue further..
Right after lunch we did some shopping for kitchen and bath.. talked about what we want in the house and etc... so we also went to ikea for more ideas.. and then ended up at Harvey Norman.. Gosh they had so many promotions.. fridge.. washing machine.. dish washer.. Over whelming ah..
We ended up putting a RM300 downpayment of a "Hood + Hob + Oven" by Fagor which were going for RM3,099. It was really a good deal ya and they had limited units.. I had too.. WE had too!!
Feel so silly.. buying kitchen applicances for a kitchen we don't have.. as a matter of fact... a HOUSE we DON'T have!!!
LOL!! we couldn't believe ourselves either.. haha..
Monday, July 06, 2009
Powerful..
God doesn't give you the people you want, He gives you the people you NEEDTo help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be..
Enuff said.. caught me right there..
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Overly overwhelmed!!
I have been thinking till a couple of strands of black hair has already turned white!
My heart is a lil bit heavy from feeling really lost.. feel as though I am standing right in the middle of a forest.. standing at not just at a Y junction but more of a W + another W junction..
My life at the moment..
Comfy in a relationship..
Ready to take it to the next level..
Can even say "I do"..
Already thinking of baby names..
Can you believe that?
Well from the last post you do know that we are planning to get a place.. Here's a couple of things a few of my friends and relatives have mentioned to me..
Dad ~ Don't buy an apartment, an apartment always depreciates in price. Get a landed property, definitely appreciate. Bukit Jalil good location, linked with many highways, and there's couple of new development coming up..
My thoughts.. don't like Bukit Jalil! Too Cina!
Mum ~ She had no comment..
Sister ~ There are plenty of other new developments.. should look around first before you decide
My thoughts.. I should look at my options before we decide.. big sum of money yar.. but the Armanee apartment is going for a really REALLY good deal considering its a corner lot! Which means we would have to decide soon.. its like shopping during sale! And we both really REALLY like the place..
Friend #1 ~ Are you guys planning to live together before marriage? Living in sin is not quite the right way. Since the both of you are already planning to buy a house together, why not try PMPC (Pre-Marital Preparatory Course), an understanding of what marriage is all about. And if you are ready then just get married.
My thoughts.. Ter, totally not into church camps.. not sure if I can coax him into doing this.. actually don't even want to try to go there.. but yeah.. definitely live together only after we get married.. like 7 days a week kinda living together.. it would be ideal of course to get married then get a place but opportunity has presented itself right now.. Can the un-ideal way be done instead?
Friend #2 ~ As much as you love him and is 100% sure that you are going to be with him forever, do not commit yourself to these kinda things. (As in commiting to buy a house together)I have seen this go wrong so many times in so many ways. If you can wait to get married, you can wait to invest, there is no rush. If you are desperate for a place together, then just rent first.
My thoughts.. I have seen people make this same mistake.. and of course at that point I told myself I would not do a silly thing like that.. but now that I am faced with the situation it seems like I am walking down that path.. well in my sister's case it turned out alright.. I do not see us not being together but things never turn out as we plan it to sometimes..
Part of me thinks that..
Yes, I should hold on.. keep my options open.. after looking at other options and you still like this Armanee place and its still open for buy.. its meant to be..
Maybe, I should just push this buying a house thing a side.. until we get married then only we do the house shopping! Save the headache for later!
F**k it.. I am going to just dive of the cliff!! Whether we drown or float we would just have to deal with the outcome later.. Your hands in mine together we shall weather through! So dramatic.. but yeah..
There is no ideal way.. or is there? Am I doing it wrong? Or is it wrong the other peoples eye? Will I regret later? or will I look back and laugh at how silly I was..
Lord, show me.. guide me.. never leave my side.. be always in my thoughts, in the words I speak.. and in my actions.. whatever plan you have for me.. guide me.. cause at this very moment.. I am stuck.. so very extremely stuck..
House shopping!
Some pictures taken off the web for you guys to have a look..
That's the whole swimming pool area and all.. the lanscaping was breathtaking!
Should have taken pics of my own.. no pictures of the unit itself to show you guys :(
Well we are both still weighing the pros and cons..
PROS..
~Its a duplex, meaning 2 floor condo.. yes interesting because its more or less like a link house but condo.. haha..
~The unit we saw is a corner unit which has a humongous balcony which both of us really like.. already picturing all the barbeques we can have..
~The balcony outlooks a very scenic view of the mountain.. and if you look directly down.. you see the forest reserve and the canopies are again breathtaking!
~The whole place is really nice! Landscaping, pool, facilities, the club house and etc..
~Area outside of the condo.. there's Shell.. Mackers.. and a whole lot of shops..
CONS..
~Its fringgin far away.. if you guys are wondering where is it.. its after the One Utama, after the Curve, after the Kepong toll, after Sri Damansara.. yes there.. I can say about 10 mins from the Curve.. but its link with MRR2 which can't be depended on, Penchala link the shortest but most expensive toll and sungai buloh highway or something..
~Considering that I will still be working in Desa, its friggin far! Money and petrol expenses will definitely increase..
~The Duplex is about RM370k.. trying to get it at RM360k for a corner big balcony lot.. We can afford this I think, that is, both our earnings put together of course..
~Its a leasehold.. have to maintenance fee of RM350 per month which comes up to RM4,200 annually..
~We found out that there are some quality problems with Bloack A & Block C, some water seepage through the walls.. asked the sales guy he said that its because the property was once abandoned before.. Also, the contractors for Bloack A & C (Phase 1) were not very good.. hence Block B (Phase 2) were totally differenct contractors..
Factors of which am not sure its a PRO/CON but I guess can let it slip kinda factor..
~The demographics outside the condo area is mainly Malays..
~The traffic around that area is fairly ok according to some of my friends.. jammed up at the school area..
Some details of the place which I got off the web..
Property Type: Condominium
Tenure: Leasehold
Title Type: Strata
Built-Up: 2008 Square Feet
Asking Price: RM390,000.00 -->
Price psf RM194.22 per sq.ft.
Bedrooms: 3+1
Bathrooms: 3
Maintenance Fee: RM350.00/Month
Situated: Corner Unit
Occupancy: Vacant
Furnishing: Partly Furnished
Facilities:
Barbecue Area, Cafeteria, Club House, Covered Parking, Gymnasium, Mini Market, Playground, Sauna, Swimming Pool, Wading Pool, 24hr Security
HELP!! HOUSE DILEMMA!!
Should we get it, if we can get it at RM360K? Should we not? Condo? Link House? Somewhere else you think?
If we were to think so much.. we will never ever decide because ultimately there will be something that we are not too happy about.. but then again.. its a friggin house we are talking about that goes by the hundreds of thousands not dollars.. and in my whole lifetime I am only able to afford one house.. dunno what to do..
Let me know your thoughts.. in dilemma.. sulk..
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Woot!!
Edward and Bella of course.. Yes my Twilight craze is still going on :)
Twilight won the Best Movie at MTV Award!! Woot!!.. hehe..
Okay, truthfully, the movie was not all that great as compared to the book.. and I would recommend you to read the book before watching the movie because then you won't find it that slow.. but I still like.. eheh *dreamy eyes*
The acceptance speech was kinda spaz la..
In summary..
Best movie went to.... Twilight ~ by Catherine Hardwicke
Best female preformance went to.... Kristen Steward ~ Twilight
Breakthrough male performance went to.... Robert Pattinson ~ Twilight
Best kiss went to.. Kristen Steward & Robert Pattinson ~ TwilightSuch a teaser..
Anyway, for all you Twilight fans.. here's the trailer for New Moon..
Can't wait...
Monday, May 18, 2009
Twilight Saga..
We walked into the DVD shop and Ter was like.. lets watch someting light.. I was like.. ok.. hmmmm... how about Twi-light? He didn't catch that instantaneously but.. he was like ok, you choose.. That night iteself we watched it.. and thats when I fell in love.. *dreamy eyes*

I couldn't put the book down.. Seriously.. was hooked to it.. so kan-chiong.. and so mmm.. can't describe but definitely I melted like ice-cream so many times.. Started becoming a lil bit gila too.. Haha.. Am pretty sad that I have finished the whole series.. and have nothing left to read.. well at least I have the Twilight Journal to look forward too :) Might just start reading the whole series again hahaha cause I am gila.. just like that :)
Here are some of my obsession at work.. downloading pics and using them as my wallpaper??!! Tile mode.. LOL.. I like..

My Favourite Pic ~ Bella & Edward
The Cold Ones, Cullen Family
Emmette, Rosalie, Esme, Edward, Carlisle, Alice & Jasper
Monday, May 11, 2009
.. and I thought I knew better
and then you come to a point of losing it.. and I guess it would sound silly if you were to look at it from just that one thing but in actually fact its everything put together.. not just about one thing anymore but EVERYTHING! Every dam thing!
where do i stand? no where.. am still just a convenience to you.. is it worth it.. i don't think so..
Thursday, March 05, 2009
My Poor Mini Cooper
Being a good Christian last weekend, I woke up early to go for Sunday mass.. driving to church I was quite happy that I would be ON TIME.. almost turning into church Ter reminded me NOT to park inside cause it takes like a super long time to exit when mass is done.. and normally halfway through Communion, an orchestra would be playing in my tummy..
So.. I turned into church and then exited wanting to park by the road.. Well the people going to mosque on friday can do it.. I can also la.. on Sunday.. hehe.. but then no more carpark.. so i was like going further away from church.. tried to make an illegal turn and then.. GOD punised me for all the times I had miss Sunday mass.. My side mirror was gone, my side door was badly scratched, my bumper dented :( my poor baby..
She was so not sexy anymore.. had to fix her quick.. Pa being semi-retired had the time to take my car to workshop.. YAY! Save me all the trouble.. The first day they "da ma gat" (for you banana's it means knock dents out, which includes me cause i had to ask my dad what was that too..) Then the second day the sprayed paint.. I had to fix 4 parts of the car.. left door (cause some ***hole kicked my car, if I find out who I'll kick your car) right door, right side panel and the bumper and it cost me RM700.. WTF right.. aih.. so broke this month.. If the money paid did a good job its ok.. I'd be happy.. but when I saw my car in the morning.. OMG.. I paid so much money just to get spots on the car..
If you think its rain drops.. you're wrong.. I spent about 5 mins using my saliva to rub it off.. and guess what??!! It doesn't come off!!
On top of my new spotted car.. he gave me a "Nice" new number plate.. jaw drop ok.. tak glamour NYE!!
Black marker on a torn cardboard and some masking tape.. ugh.. at least draw la some flowers to decorate abit.. geez..
Don't know whether should I be grateful that I won't get a ticket or angry cause he pimped my car ugly! Confused..
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
"Floating Restaurant"
Friday, February 13, 2009
Winds of Change...
FYI, I had to OT just to finish this post.. Mei Li specially for you :) Actually I took so long cause I am a noob haha









