My colleague OSC scheduled to meet her customer after lunch at the office... This customer of hers, he's quite special, he's on a wheel chair... When he arrived, OSC was like "Hi how are you? Come in, come in.. have a seat" I was thinking... ?????

errr... OSC, he is already sitting down...

My Life's Complete :)

Now I can say my life's is complete with my k-mix :) Haha ok, not life la but more of a complete kitchen.. hehe.. Well for the benefit of those who doesn't know about what a K-mix is, it is a cake mixer by Kenwood... I love baking! Why Kenwood.. mum's influence.. she's been using hers since she got married.. so its ummm.. like 30 years plus.. dam lasting right??!!

It was a gift from Ter :) He says its my whole year round 2009 present.. meaning.. Valentines, Birthday, Anniversary, Christmas, Thanksgiving, Agong's Birthday, Deepavali, Hari Raya.. aiyo all occasions la... but its alright.. I am HAPPEEE..

K still in the box...

Ter said I had my Christmas morning face when I was opening it :D How could I not ya? First of all the top of the box looks a pack of Malborough Reds.. ehehe when I opened the box, the first layer was the manual (of course) packed nicely with a couple of yummy recipes to try out... and it came with a white spatula.. very good, easy cleaning...

Then the second layer (still beaming), the beaters were all arrange nicely and neatly all in a row.. Hehe the best was yet to come la...

Then, taddaaaaa.... my butt naked K all sexy and plastic free :D Yes.. its chilli red.. how awesome ya... its comes with a cover too, so your batter won't splash out while mixing ingredients in... the sales person was saying that this mixer model is much quieter than othe Kenwood mixer.. a more modern technology or something like that la.. You can check out the specs for yourself here..

Hmmm.. I guess the first thing that I will bake is Orange Cake.. hehehe Ter's favourite...

So ANGRY I need to VENT!

How do I even start.. OMG.. Maybe some advice.. so tell me.. how do you get along with a colleague that you hate... okay hate is a strong word.. let me re-phrase... how do you even try to get along with a colleague that you HATE! Ugh.. just the thought of the ***ker also pisses me off..

Here's a whole list of my dislikes:-

one ~ passing sleezy comments like "leng lui".. excuse me.. u're in an office and fyi my mum did give me a beautiful name and its not "leng lui"

two ~ not concentrating while being taught.. I am wasting my saliva on somebody that is not even listening and in the end waste more of my saliva telling him again.. when he should be listening in the first place...

three ~ clearly you have issues with deadlines why go blame it on your subordinate? take resonsibility of your team rather than blame other people to save your ass?

four ~ you are a ***king accountant.. yes every dollar counts... difference a few thousands petty? what if that few thousands really is a fraud? can't just make the difference disappear.. ***king thwart that too lazy to even try to find out where the ***k you went wrong

five ~ lying... tells me that yah everything ties.. and made me ***king download, check just to find out that is still doesn't tie.. THREE TIMES.. when questionned.. he says "oh, it won't tie wan" then tell me from the beginning and ***king tie it la... why say it ok when clearly it is NOT.. such a dumbass

six ~ comes up with silly theories about every god dam thing which doesn't make any friggin sense at all... here, you be the judge... Can argue ah.. ARGUE that dried fruits has no nutrients.. cause its dry.. like hello.. what about raisin, sun-dried tomatoes, prunes.. FYI, ALL rich in vitamin C.. some more can argue ok... ***king stubborn

seven ~ oh and the muka cipek... sorryla, that forever cannot change.. so I just have to live with that... ugh.. lucky me...

eight ~ dunno what friggin else la... damn alot already la...

tell me... how am I suppose to get along with people like that? eeeeee tak tahan betul...seriously.. go ***k yourself... need smokes......

Ten K..

Check out my pic.. reaching the finishing line for the Standard Chartered 10 kilometres run..

Hehe dam tiring ok... my mouth is like hanging wide open for air.. and i think my pants is too tight.. LOL..

First uphill run was ok.. Second uphill run was still ok.. Third uphill run.. could not take it anymore.. started walking... hehehe

There was a big bubu in the registration.. I applied for the 10 km run.. ran the 10 km run.. but was actually registered as a half marathon runner that is 21 km.. and my result were SPECTACULAR! 21st placing.. cayalah.. but in actual fact I would have finished like in hundreds of placing.. eheh

Net Start: 06:59:23
Category: Half Marathon 21km
Net Time: 01:12:59
Position: 0021

Ter approching the finishing line.. still so energetic after 21km..

unlike me.. gasping for air!!

Another marathon?? maybe not for a while.. hehe..

Flying before Learning to Run..

Something really ironic happened last weekend...

Ter and I have been planning to buy a place.. we went to view Casa Desa for the second time on Saturday.. This time I brought mum.. and yeah good feeling.. liking it.. dressing the place up mentally.. so many ideas.. colours..

We almost paid for the down payment after viewing the place.. but somehow or rather we didn't.. and what was holding us back was the possibility of not getting a housing loan.. didn't pursue further..

Right after lunch we did some shopping for kitchen and bath.. talked about what we want in the house and etc... so we also went to ikea for more ideas.. and then ended up at Harvey Norman.. Gosh they had so many promotions.. fridge.. washing machine.. dish washer.. Over whelming ah..

We ended up putting a RM300 downpayment of a "Hood + Hob + Oven" by Fagor which were going for RM3,099. It was really a good deal ya and they had limited units.. I had too.. WE had too!!

Feel so silly.. buying kitchen applicances for a kitchen we don't have.. as a matter of fact... a HOUSE we DON'T have!!!

LOL!! we couldn't believe ourselves either.. haha..

Powerful..

God doesn't give you the people you want, He gives you the people you NEED

To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be..

Enuff said.. caught me right there..

Overly overwhelmed!!

At this very moment.. I am so very confused in so many ways..

I have been thinking till a couple of strands of black hair has already turned white!

My heart is a lil bit heavy from feeling really lost.. feel as though I am standing right in the middle of a forest.. standing at not just at a Y junction but more of a W + another W junction..

My life at the moment..

Comfy in a relationship..
Ready to take it to the next level..
Can even say "I do"..
Already thinking of baby names..
Can you believe that?

Well from the last post you do know that we are planning to get a place.. Here's a couple of things a few of my friends and relatives have mentioned to me..

Dad ~ Don't buy an apartment, an apartment always depreciates in price. Get a landed property, definitely appreciate. Bukit Jalil good location, linked with many highways, and there's couple of new development coming up..

My thoughts.. don't like Bukit Jalil! Too Cina!

Mum ~ She had no comment..

Sister ~ There are plenty of other new developments.. should look around first before you decide

My thoughts.. I should look at my options before we decide.. big sum of money yar.. but the Armanee apartment is going for a really REALLY good deal considering its a corner lot! Which means we would have to decide soon.. its like shopping during sale! And we both really REALLY like the place..

Friend #1 ~ Are you guys planning to live together before marriage? Living in sin is not quite the right way. Since the both of you are already planning to buy a house together, why not try PMPC (Pre-Marital Preparatory Course), an understanding of what marriage is all about. And if you are ready then just get married.

My thoughts.. Ter, totally not into church camps.. not sure if I can coax him into doing this.. actually don't even want to try to go there.. but yeah.. definitely live together only after we get married.. like 7 days a week kinda living together.. it would be ideal of course to get married then get a place but opportunity has presented itself right now.. Can the un-ideal way be done instead?

Friend #2 ~ As much as you love him and is 100% sure that you are going to be with him forever, do not commit yourself to these kinda things. (As in commiting to buy a house together)I have seen this go wrong so many times in so many ways. If you can wait to get married, you can wait to invest, there is no rush. If you are desperate for a place together, then just rent first.

My thoughts.. I have seen people make this same mistake.. and of course at that point I told myself I would not do a silly thing like that.. but now that I am faced with the situation it seems like I am walking down that path.. well in my sister's case it turned out alright.. I do not see us not being together but things never turn out as we plan it to sometimes..

Part of me thinks that..

Yes, I should hold on.. keep my options open.. after looking at other options and you still like this Armanee place and its still open for buy.. its meant to be..

Maybe, I should just push this buying a house thing a side.. until we get married then only we do the house shopping! Save the headache for later!

F**k it.. I am going to just dive of the cliff!! Whether we drown or float we would just have to deal with the outcome later.. Your hands in mine together we shall weather through! So dramatic.. but yeah..

There is no ideal way.. or is there? Am I doing it wrong? Or is it wrong the other peoples eye? Will I regret later? or will I look back and laugh at how silly I was..

Lord, show me.. guide me.. never leave my side.. be always in my thoughts, in the words I speak.. and in my actions.. whatever plan you have for me.. guide me.. cause at this very moment.. I am stuck.. so very extremely stuck..